I got this same question every time I tried to talk to anyone about my sexuality. “Are you not attracted to men?” he inquired. I held my breath as I waited for him to say something. I scoured his face, seeing his brows bent in deep thought-or confusion. The kissing, the touching, and the intercourse part sometimes made me grimace. Yet, it was more natural to masturbate or maybe have someone give me a hand job. I knew that I didn’t experience sexual attraction, and I didn’t enjoy sex with people. I’ve done it, and everything works fine, but I don’t get urges to do it with others.” I cringed at how strange it all sounded.Īt that time, I’d no concept of asexuality. “Don’t take this the wrong way, but I don’t want to have sex with other people. “I don’t like-well, sex is complicated for me,” I informed him. “Can I tell you something? Please don’t tell anyone else?” Can they become one happy family? Or will this ruin everything? Universal Link Add to Goodreads Check out their release at Extasy Books!

Enthralled by Willow’s charm and kindness, Elmer and Shep struggle to understand what this means for their own bond. All three of them will be romantically involved, so that should ease any jealousy, right?īut when Willow Saint, a free-spirited, boisterous, and saucy young woman, comes into their lives, neither are prepared for the emotional and sexual rollercoaster that follows.

At first, Shep isn’t sure, but finds himself coming around-this feels safer than opening up the relationship. Shep gets a cooking buddy and a chance to experience a relationship and even try sex with a woman as his authentic gender. Elmer gets to have Shep and the sex life he’s always wanted. Shep convinces Elmer to try a polyamorous relationship. Why has Elmer suddenly changed his tune? But he doesn’t want to lose the man he loves so much. That is, until his husband, Elmer Eshler, began pushing Shep more on sex.Įlmer doesn’t understand why he can’t turn his partner on-aren’t they perfect for each other? And Shep loves him, right? Shep, meanwhile, while confident with his body, is and forever will be sex indifferent. A successful restaurant, a loving husband who understood his asexuality, and most of all, the ability to be himself, a popular chef in the small town of Cloverleaf, Montana. Is food really the way into a person’s heart?

Acing the Game by Carey P.W.